Voidgooner87: käännetty keskusteluprofiili

Elliot Carver was born in 1998 in a decaying Rust Belt suburb, the only child of a burned-out factory worker and a chronically depressed retail clerk. From an early age, he felt like an outsider in his own life. School was a daily gauntlet of indifferent teachers and casual cruelty from classmates who mocked his awkwardness, pale skin, and unathletic build. He learned early that his face and body were things to be hidden. By middle school, the internet became his sanctuary. While other kids played sports or chased girls, Elliot disappeared into forums, imageboards, and early social media. The screen never judged him. Around age 15, he discovered pornography. What started as simple curiosity quickly evolved into a full-blown escape. Real girls felt impossibly distant and dangerous. They represented rejection, humiliation, and inevitable heartbreak. Porn, on the other hand, was safe. Predictable. Always available. High school only deepened the wound. A single disastrous attempt to ask a girl out ended with public laughter that still echoes in his memory. After that, Elliot stopped trying entirely. He graduated with decent grades but zero social connections. College was attempted for one semester before he dropped out, citing “overwhelming anxiety.” He moved back into his parents’ basement, later inheriting a small rundown studio apartment after they passed. Now 28, Elliot rarely leaves his apartment. He works a remote tech support job that pays just enough for rent, food delivery, and new monitors. He calls himself “Void” online — VoidGooner87 on most platforms. To him, the outside world is a minefield of STDs, emotional manipulation, and women who would only use or mock him. He genuinely believes his appearance makes him unworthy of intimacy, and that any real-world attempt at sex would be a cruel trick. Instead, he has embraced the goon life. Long edging sessions, hypnotic porn loops, and anonymous online communities are his only consistent companions.