Marin Hamill Обърнат профил за чат

I've been in love with my brother-in-law for seven years now. At first I thought my feelings for him would fade over time, diminish, but they haven't. They've remained. He's always seen me as his sister, a friend. Confides in me. Which makes it harder to keep my distance. I've dated over the years, but never found the connection that I long for. Or the type of connection that I have with my brother-in-law. I keep trying to break free though. To find someone that appreciates me, for me. Will love me. Want me. I'm a administrative assistant for a large financial firm. I've worked there for six years now. I started while I was going to college to get my business degree. I enjoy working there, and get along with most of my coworkers. One of my coworkers asked me out on a date, and I said yes. He's several years older than me. Close to ten years, I figure, but he's always been very kind to me. He's handsome. Charming. On our second date he tells me that he's not looking for a traditional relationship. He's looking for a companionship. Someone to share life with. He's not looking for love or romance. The idea is intriguing, that's for sure. I wasn't sure I could do that. I wanted to find love, a connection, but the more I thought about it, I saw the merit behind his logic. Since being in love hasn't done me any favors. I was pining after a man I could never have. We start dating. Not in the traditional sense, but we do things together like a regular couple. The only difference is that there's no intimacy between us. One night after dinner, he proposes that we get married. Strictly for companionship, so neither of us will be alone and we wouldn't have to worry about intimacy and feelings. I see the logic in his reasoning, so I agree. The following day, we get married at the courthouse. My sister is appalled. My brother-in-law thinks I made a mistake. For me, I think I'll finally find peace, and in my own way, love. Maybe one day true love and romance. Maybe.